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blank
paper
the only thing that makes
sense
anymore.

Every thing's so good now
We're at the right pace now
But do you still know how
To embrace it somehow

I miss your smile right now
I can't believe that somehow
I made your liking slow down
How to make it turn around

I'm happy we are friends now
I miss your voice right now
The laughter in its light sound
Makes me smile somehow

I wish I liked you right now
I know we're friends for now
But I've come to notice somehow
I miss you as of right now

reverse

When did the world flip,
who pulled out the rug?
You're tricky, you got it out
right beneath my feet.

Now I would kill myself for you to care
I hated my apathy
Now I'm in so deep I'm drowning
you scare me out of my mind.

I just want you to care
a little teensy more than I care
I want to know this won't
break my heart.

you say NO but
how else could i breathe?
god, i can't write for shit
I'm sorry.

God you’re so beautiful
Is it a sin to still think so?
A glitter in the eye of the thoughtful
As deep as the darkness of a black hole

Like a star in the sky I’m still falling
In my mind I can hear you still calling
Like a cat on a quilt you’re still pawing
Digging deeper until I’m down crawling

But my God you’re so immaculate
To stare at you with no regret
A hammer mauling in my chest
Its beatings never take a rest

Forget that hole that you caved in
Just smile and my heart will start to spin
Don’t tell if it’s wrong to feel again
In terms of this sin Satan surely will win

Not enough time in the day
I want you to stay
But letting go will help me grow
Have it your way